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24 December 2010 @ 02:40 pm
Yes, it´s Christmas today:
Merry Christmas everyone~ !

And it seems like someone up there really likes me.
See what arrived today:

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Current Mood: bouncybouncy
10 December 2010 @ 07:50 pm
Lets take a look at this

And now a closer look



(beside the picture)

Pop-Rock from South Korea: JYJ will blast of this February here in Germany

News Flash

x After J-Rock here comes K-Pop! JYJ (standing for the names of the boys: Junsu, Yuchun and Jejung) are already superstars in South Korea. Now the three of them want to become famous outside of their home country. After their first Us_tour they will release their album „The Beginning“ here in Germany.

18 October 2010 @ 01:07 am
So apparently Homin will have their comeback next month.

And evenIf some peoople won´t believe me now. Yes I´m happy about it. After all their a part of DongBangShinKi.
The band I spend most all of my free time for/with.
Of course I´m happy to see them on stage again.

But WTF? using the name of TVXQ? The name that´s reserved for 5 ? For the Rising Gods of the East?!
That´s just too much.
If it´s true...we all know who´s behind that...
okay, maybe Homin want to give a sign...something like ....."we´re still here. the gods still live" or something...
but...I don´t really care. TVXQ is DongBangShinKi, meaning the five of them and nothing else!

But the thing and pisses me of the most is this part

Regarding their fans’ increasing concerns over the clearer 3:2 divide, a representative revealed, “The friendship between the five has never changed. They may be walking separate paths, but now is the time that they need their fans’ support more than ever.”

So, all of a sudden YOU tell us that everything is alright? Why, when they were the ones who always wanted us to believe that there´s a good and a bad side?
That´s kind of ridiculous....
MY ONLY WISH (FOR THE PAST YEAR) has always been that everything will be good again. That they (meaning the five of them) never fought in the first place. They´re a family after all!

But one can´t help but wonder, why now of all times?.


And don´t try to tell me, I am too biased to judge this.
Yes, I am more than happy with JYj´s current activities. but they use a new name, not something that is meant for something different.
To be honest, all I wish for is something like ...
Homin using the name CY, make an album, do a promotion tour then re-unite with JYJ, form JYJCY, produce an album together
and then, when they stand together on stage again, they´ll shout


Current Mood: coldcold
18 October 2010 @ 12:53 am
this is kind of scary D=

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JYJ in Europe ?! In France, England and Germany?!

Why am I not happy at all?
Why am I the only on crying while everybody else is dancing and laughing in happiness?
Why do I feel like crying my heart out in sadness?

I don´t understand myself right no.

There´s nobody to talk to.

I think there´s nobody who would be able to understand this feeling right now.

Everybody´s busy spazzing and partying.


*sigh* I feel like hiding from the world, somewhere in a deep, dark corner of the universe.


To say I wasn´t happy at first would be a lie. But these happy feelings only lasted for so long. Then all of a sudden I started crying. A few minutes earlier I felt like crying in happiness. But these were tears of sadness.

I don´t know where these feelings came from all of a sudden.

All I know is, they don´t seem to disappear.

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Current Mood: worriedworried

1) Comment to this and I will give you 3 people.
2) Post this meme with your answers.
3) Provide pictures and the names of the 3 people.
4) Label whom you would marry, shag, and throw off a cliff.

from joongielove93 
Jung Ji Hoon (AKA Rain) - Choi Dong Wook (AKA SE7EN) - Joo Ji Hoon

On to the hardest (?) decision of my life...Collapse )

Current Music: Supernova - On Days That I Missed You
29 August 2010 @ 04:42 pm

1) Comment to this and I will give you 3 people.
2) Post this meme with your answers.
3) Provide pictures and the names of the 3 people.
4) Label whom you would marry, shag, and throw off a cliff.

Yesung (SuJu) - KiKwang (B2ST) - Key (SHINee)

Marry, Shag, Throw off a cliff...Collapse )
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: FT Island - Love Love Love
24 July 2010 @ 12:12 am


01. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
02. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
03. Don't change your wallpaper before doing it! The point is to see what you had on!

*drum roll* here´s mine ^-^

1. I don´t like to flaunt my bias *cough cough*  xP
2. I love the Mirotic promo-pictures
3. I love the colors
4. I like the simplicity & elegance
5. I totally love to stare at Chun *blushes* xDD

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: se7en - better together

This is a REPOST(!!!), but I absolutely love it, so I had to share this:


Dong Bang Shin Ki betrayed you right? I know. I get you. I understand what you feel. We loved the same boys.We’ve seen the same things. We’ve heard the same rumors, cried about the same issues, bawled over the same stories.

I saw Changmin cry in 2008 too, and I saw how the members comforted him.

I’ve seen them cry in the Budoukan. I’ve seen them bow after every concert. I’ve seen them hug after receiving every award.

I’ve heard Jaejoong’s words last MAMA Awards. I’ve seen their messages. I’ve heard them say ‘Cassiopeia Saranghe’ as many times as you did.

I know that Yunho said TVXQ would not disband.

I’ve cried as much as the next person and I’ve said ‘Always Keep the Faith’ endlessly too.

I get you. I get you.

I know how it feels like to wake up in the morning, opening your computer and finding yourself shaking for news. I know how it feels like to be so sad that you want to puke. I know how it feels like to wait for something which seems like it’ll never come

I’ve asked the same questions. Why? When? How?

I’ve pictured the same ‘coulds’ and ‘what ifs’. I’ve wished the same wishes.

I’ve distracted myself with the same pictures, songs and videos.

And I’ve been hurt too. Just like everyone else.

Those years together, they’ve thrown it away for some fucking shit you don’t even understand. They betrayed you big time, right?

They could’ve done things to solve the problems. They could’ve stuck together. But they didn’t. They did their own thing without even leaving you a notice…or giving you a reason why.

And one day, you just realize, Hey, the boys I watched over for years, where have they gone?
You think, Are they still the same?
And you wonder if this is all still worth it.

You try to Keep the Faith but then you start thinking, they’re messing with me. They think I’m a fool for still believing some big ass miracle shit could happen. But you struggle anyway because you trust them.

And it hurts you a lot, you quit and you decide to hurt them too.

It’s only fair I guess. I mean, who are they to you? Who are you to them? You don’t even know them. They have no right to make you suffer. They’re probably playing with you and your feelings while they milk some cash and get even more famous.

But have you ever wondered how it feels to be them?

Have you ever wondered how it feels like to stand in front of people and smile like a fool even though deep inside you’re hurting?

Have you ever wondered how it feels like to have stood at a huge stage, crying with fans?
Have you wondered…how it feels like looking back at that, remembering it; how it used to be so beautiful and realizing how painful it is now? How it’s like feeling everything all over again without the other four behind you?

Have you ever wondered how it feels like to reach number one in the Oricon charts and not be able to celebrate with the family who made it possible? How it feels like to reach the top and not have anyone else?

Has it ever occurred to you how it feels like to hear news about your band breaking up? How it feels like to see someone cry because of you? How it feels like to see your fans, wearing your color, shouting your names, supporting you? How it feels to witness that and not be able to even say thank you?

Can you imagine how it feels like to lose your brothers? How it feels like to not wake up to the same scene you’ve been waking up to for the last 7 years?

Have you wondered how it feels like, staring at another member while they’re on a different path? How it feels like to see them smiling like there’s nothing wrong?

Have you wondered how it feels like to walk a path for more than six years with people you love, only to find them, one day, taking a different road…without you?

I wonder. Do you?

Do you still?

Do you still remember how you used to cry for them them? Do you remember the pain?

Think about it, you hate them so much because of what they’ve done to you, but have you ever thought that you’re just a spec in all this? What you feel is just a small prick compared to theirs.

You and your reasons.

Have you ever thought what it’s like to be in the middle? They’re probably suffering ten times more than you did. But did they hate you? Did they hate you for leaving? No. In fact, they’re doing their best to reach you, to let their voices come to you.

So say what you want. Leave and come back as you please. Shun them. Judge them as much as you like. Because YES, you can always come back. These boys are kind enough to endure THIS.

Go. Fleet. Because I know this is painful for you and your pain has turned into anger. After all it's fair for you. The five have made their choices, and you will make yours. But remember…just remember.

The boys you said cold words to.

The boys you judged.

They will still sing for you, no matter how far you’ve walked away.

Ask yourself again,
Who are they to you?

They are TVXQ.

Who are you to them?

You are Cassiopeia.

You don't even know them? Really? Oh, you know. You know them because you are Cassiopeia and they are DBSK. And you also know, deep down in there, that you’ll never lose them.


Errr. Yea. It was like 12 o'clock and I read some hurtful comments from some fans. So I kind of wrote this because of that.
Drama. I know right. XD

credit: edamame@OneTVXQ

found at: yceam@livejournal



And, because I absolutely love this one too xP

YOOHWAN-AH !!!!!  ♥♥♥~

Current Music: Micky Yoochun - Love bye Love
10 June 2010 @ 11:04 pm

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ~ see what arrived today ^_____^

I absolutely love the ones from Paris and the ones from Bolero <3

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Current Music: 30 Seconds To Mars - Attack